When we were thinking about children, I was confident we would have boys. I would be a better boy mom, right? Dirt is easier to deal with than drama. And then boys could help Lynn on the farm.
And so I had it decided.
Then we had girls. Pink, glittery, dramatic girls.
Strong minded, strong willed. Smart girls. Girls that put on a tutu to play in the mud. Girls that argue, then brawl, then are once again best friends. Girls that are wild, and loud and messy.
We have play tieras and dressy tieras. Dresses and overalls, barn boots and those plastic dress up heels that girls clomp through the house in.
They pick their noses and carry purses.
We put on our pajamas for movie nights and snuggle and eat unholy amounts of popcorn.
Ordinary things are emphasized. Church is an occasion, and one must dress for it. Holidays are somehow brighter. Shopping is exhausting…but fun. There are glimpses of how in a few years shopping with both girls will really be fun, and still be totally dramatic.
Two sweet girls love on me. Two emotionally needy kids need totally different things, and RIGHT NOW. Feet stomp, eyes roll. Compliments are given.
We have bows, rubber bands and headbands but never can find a hairbrush. We have 10 hairbrushes, so it’s a great mystery.
Accessories are selected for me. Eyebrows are raised in disaproval of my fashion that doesn’t meet their standards.
They love nail polish and makeup and feeling pretty. They love the accomplished feeling they get when they help feed cattle. They want to drive the tractor, but so far are terrible drivers.
We have long and deep talks about feelings. Too soon it will be talks about boys.
Life will never be the same for me and I am so glad for it.
My world needed a little magic. Thank God for girls.